Cautious Lip

Im completely frustrated, confused and pretty damn in-content right now. I have been for awhile. I have lost touch with myself and I feel like a complete robot just waking up doing the same thing without any emotions or thoughts. Im sick of living like this. What happened to the fun, free spirited me? I have lost touch with myself and its not ok. Is this borderline depression? I mean seriously WHAT. THE. FUCK? I really need someone to sing "Caroline" by Seventh Day Slumber to me asap.