As you can see I changed my header picture to my current obsession, Agyness Deyn! Im not sure what shoot this is from, I found it randomly on google, but its still just so great! I wish I could pull off that white blonde hair, but 1. I am so scared to fry my hair after all the dying I do and 2. I have such dark features, that I feel would make it look silly! Almost all of my obsessions have it and ahh I just think its so badass, even more so than the usual boring old black hair, which in my opinion is way overrated, unless of course its natural!
Vacation so far has been amazing. One of the things I love most about being here is that it always bring me back to who I am. Its natural to lose yourself in the midst of all the regular college kid excitement and transitions. I feel like although I dont notice it at the time, i lose myself a lot just in the middle of school and stress and thinking about futures and stuff but when im here it all comes back to me and it makes me realize how much I truly love my life and myself. I have so much going for me and its so nice to know and see that. I am probably the biggest dreamer you will ever meet, and I know that one day I will have everything I have ever wanted and ill look back at everything and realize that the things I thought mattered dont matter at all, and the my imperfections and flaws now only make me the beautiful person I am. I generally love life and I really do love myself. I am confident, classy and intelligent. There is no need for competitions and changing myself for anything, because who I am is exactly who I want to be, and I have to thank my family for always keeping me grounded!
Im going to a big fashion show on saturday with my friend and I cannot be more excited! I know one of the models there so hopefully I can make it in the fabulous after parties and feel like an A-lister! It shall be nothing short of amazing!
Also I have been drawing a lot lately. It is such a relaxing, creative way to just let go. I am practicing more and more so hopefully I will get confident enough to post some of my drawings!
EDIT: ahhh! Tiffany I just found out you followed me and left me comments! You are my hero because up until now I have felt like I was just talking to myself hahah. Please start blogging again! I miss and love you.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
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4 comments:
Ahhh I love this!! I don't really get it haha but I like it! And I've liked all your posts so far. :) I'm glad you're having a wonderful time with your family. Hope you have a fabulous time!
thank Norma :) Its kinda hard to understand...I dont even get how to do a lot but im not very internet savvy anyways so its ok hahaa. You should definitely stop by more!
I loooveloveee this blog fsho. Maybe I will start updating on this ;) my LJ was really only for you anyways. haha, sadly.
My entries need to be more than "I'm home!" and "Blah" though, haha. It's sad.
ah yeah I know what you mean...the main reason why i got a real blog (lj is not a real blog in my eyes) is because i really wanted to stop talking about pointless things like "today i did this and that and my life is real boring" instead i wanted to talk about deeper things and be more creative. You definitely start!!! And thank you :)
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