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I had a terrible migraine earlier (surprise surprise) and fell at sleep at 7. Now I have awakened and I cant seem to fall back into that amazing slumber. I was supposed to have a date with Nick today (online sadly) because hes going through a rough time and I want to be there for him, but my migraines do take over my life, as sad as that is. It sucks because whenever I feel one coming I have to instantly drop everything and proceed to a dark room with no noise and nothing that will bother me. I think my grandma is making me and eye appointment tomorrow to see if maybe thats whats been triggering them. I used to care if I had glasses mostly because I always bragged about how perfect my vision was...but being on the computer, reading and tv and shit has really taken a toll I think. Its either that or my amazing bad sight genes are starting to sneak up. Oh well, Im sure ill look sexy in glasses anyways hahha.

I quit my job yesterday. I really couldnt stand the people I worked with, and usually thats ok because there is always going to be someone you dont get along with. However, there was way too much negativity to handle for a summer job, you really dont notice how other peoples bad attitudes affect your work until you have to deal with so many of them at a time, and homegirl had no chin, therefore making it hard to look at her whenever I had to. bahhahh im horrible, but really this girl deservers it. At least I still have one other awesome job and now I can enroll is some cool classes. Im definitely taking Portuguese to perfect my language. Its really the most beautiful language out there and I heard it was one of the hardest in the world to learn. It makes me so damn proud to be Portuguese. Luis and my bro are taking it with me in the city so that should be a lot of fun. Im also thinking about either taking Tennis or salsa dancing. Tennis because I naturally kick ass at it. I never played it anywhere else but school and when I did I just dominated everyone. I really love it too! Its so fast paced and you get the best work out ever. I also want to do salsa dancing because dancing is my passion. Salsa dancing is also incredible sexy too, and im all for sexy! I heard that was the new hip thing to do here so I might as well try it out. I know I'll love it! Im really keen on taking an artsy class though because those never get old. Ive done quite a few here and they have all taught me an absurd amount of stuff and I even have some of my work displayed! I still have time to think about it I guess since everything starts Jun 1st. So if anyone has any ideas let me knowwwww.

I started doing cardio work outs to Billy Blanks dvds and let me tell you...Billy can sure kick my ass...and hard. I felt so incredibly amazing afterwards though, and I cant WAIT to do it again tomorrow morning and looking fly for when my new swim suit comes it! I got one custom made and its a strapless kind!! I have always been iffy about those do to my naturally smaller chest, but I got all my measurements down and I really think its going to look good! Im thinking about getting a navy color so it looks good with my hair, but we will see. So far summer has been kind of blah. I miss my cutie Nick though, a lot. Seeing him in such down spirits makes me so sad and it makes it worse that i'm so far away. He is such a smart guy though and I know he will come out of whatever funk he is in and prevail! I have full confidence in him :) I do miss him dearly though. wahhh. Also Mothers day was awesome. I spent the day with momskis, stepdad, bro and grams and we all went to Valencia to eat at the most amazing restaurant called Rodeo Grill! We had this really delish portuguese food that I could honestly have for the rest of my life and be completely content. We then went to play laser tag ( I PLAYED IN HEELS BTW) and we to this awesomely gigantic mall that they have. You can seriously spend an incredible amount of hours there and you still wouldnt have a chance to see everything. I couldnt help but go in the Sanrio store to drool over all of the Hello Kitty stuff. That store should be illegal. Everytime I go in there I end up dying a little because I want EVERYTHING. They had this amaizng Hello Kitty toaster oven that I would die for. I also saw this gigantic hello kitty face pillow. One of those soft ones that you can melt into! My mom said she would buy it for my birthday!! hahaha I cant WAIT to have that huge ass thing sitting on my bed. I think im the ultimate hello kitty fan, honestly I would die to have my whole house just pimped out in Hello Kitty. My grandma is buying me this amazingly cute Hello Kitty jewelry case that has a dancing hello kitty ballerina in it when you open it! Like one of those old school victorian jewelry cases ya know? ahhhhhh SO EXCITED!! Ill post mothers day pictures later though.