I want a love like Michelle and Barack Obama.

The City of Roses

Glamour.com

I was reading glamour.com blogs which are....amazing! Seriously if you ever need advice on anything, go there hahaha. They had a little tid bit on Portland which I thought was really cute. Its basically naming all these great things about the city (somethings I didnt even know existed.) I love it when Portland gets all this attention because its really a great city. No matter how often I say I hate Oregon, i will always love Portland. I mean Courtney Love grew up there and wasnt Twilight filmed there?

Also, Why are the Schwartzman brothers so attractive and so underrated? Robert Schwartzman is possibly the hottest guy I have ever seen.

Vogue

I just finished reading my Jan edition of Vogue and I wasnt very impressed with it. Its disappointing when you anticipate an issue of a magazine and it lets you down. They did have a spread about becoming a redhead which was really nice to read considering I did become a redhead. I feel so good as a redhead! I was a bit scared at first but I feel so feisty, unique and edgy. I can wear a somewhat boring outfit, or even a monotonous outfit and stil feel extremely fashionable just because my hair gives it that touch of color and liveliness. I was also really happy to see my obsession Linda Evangelista was a redhead for three years in the 90s! I love her! She is definitely the ultimate icon of class, edge and chic. She inspired me to put a picture of her on this post. I dont think ill go back to brunette for awhile. Being a redhead is extremely refreshing. I also really love Anne Hathaway. She is really underrated and so beautiful. When you have to think of a sexy, classy actress people dont usually think of her right away, but I honestly think shes one of the most beautiful girls in the industry.

I think I made up my mind.
I need to figure out how im going to tell Nick now. :(

picture picture picture time!

I dyed my hair a little more red and got a Guns n Roses shirt today! woooo!

pictures from new years, the park/bowling and when I was a little :) enjoyyy (again you gotta click the picture to see it in its full..sorry) You can see more on my facebook!

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Oh what do you know..."liberal ass seattle" is just as bad as "red neck beer drinking Pullman" ha! Who would've thought?

Lady Gaga Fans...

This is amazing...

I have a fricken COLD and I hate it. my body hurts and I have internal fever....suck balls but what can you do right? Yesterday I bought the cutest pale pink wool coat in Zara that im basically obsessed with!! It kind of looks like one Ashlee Simpson has (weird right? haha) but I cant find any pictures of her wearing it right now. Ill take a picture of mine when im not on my death bed. I also bought this really cute forest green tunic dress thing that I pair up with some tights. Its so so cute and I cant wait to wear it! Thats pretty much the only excitement I have had since my last post!

I have actually been feeling kind of down lately, because im leaving and I really dont want to. The only reason im coming back is because this semester is already paid for and Nick. I have a couple options for my future that I have been thinking about but I really just need an unbiased person to talk to that can help me clear it all out and find out what I should do. Its pretty rough for me and I just need to clear my head so I can stop stressing out. If you are the person let me know! haha

Ill post pictures later.

Clarity

Isnt it funny how when youre busy you want to be relaxing and when youre overly relaxed you want to be busy? I think I have learned a lot about that lately because I have been soooo busy hanging out with friends and having a good ol normal teenage fun but I just want ONE day where I can just lay in bed, eat chocolates and watch girly movies.I really do love all this friend time because I will miss the shit out of them when im back in hell...oh I mean the states. oops.

The past few days have consisted of the following...i would go into detail but im far too lazy and I dont think anyone actually cares!
- hanging out with Albert, Rosmali, Cesar, Natalia and Will and going on a tour! We got drove around the city and pretended to be british tourists hahahah it was hilarious.
- Seeing a trillion people I know/didnt want to see at Lunatic (hamburger joint) and wanting to end my life
- going to an island called Isla Larga, basically a beach island...its super super super tiny, and then proceeding to go to this pool club RIGHT after even though we were all burnt from the scolding hot sun.
- having a girly dinner with my girls and then going to this club/bar Eddie's dad owns and eating the best fucking steak EVER and drinking the best daiquiri EVER. I danced like a mad woman after a few drinks ;)
- waiting in a 2 hour long traffic to the beach, which resulted in me having to work my flirting skills and ask another guy in a different car for something to drink. FUnniest thing ever!
- Having the BEST ponche de crema everevervever
- going to this cute little park with statues and rides with some close friends and my brother and then going bowling...which in which I got 49.....No i dont want to talk about it.
- deciding im going to marry John Mayer even though I basically made a pact to myself that I will marry a portuguese man hahaha. I had a long time with my friends (which are all portuguese) and we decided that we have to procreate and rule the population. Kinda creepy?
- Watching the Asheel Simpson show and remembering the good ol times haha


I think I got it all....I think im making home made ponche de crema tomorrow with my mama, which I am super excited about because its basically the best thing on earth!
I have tons of pictures coming soon <3

mmmmm damn it feels good to be me. I dont mean to brag, but im fucking fabulous.

The worst mistake you can make in your life is taking yourself too seriously. It doesn't make you cool or more mature, it just makes you not enjoy the simple things in life. So have fun with yourself and live it up.